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every time loosen up our entwined hands,
i always squeezed back the warmth.
Yumi, TH1RT33N.
Love me, Hate me, i don't care.
I love chocolates, like seriously.
I'm inlove with a really really small boy with small hands and Chinese-eyes. He's their top 1
and i guess loving him isn't a bad thing.
The sad thing is he has a girlfriend. oh well.
I so love KIM JAEJOONG OF JYJ, i rant about him a little, no, i mean a lot! lol.
i always squeezed back the warmth.
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Yumi, TH1RT33N.
Love me, Hate me, i don't care.
I love chocolates, like seriously.
I'm inlove with a really really small boy with small hands and Chinese-eyes. He's their top 1
and i guess loving him isn't a bad thing.
The sad thing is he has a girlfriend. oh well.
I so love KIM JAEJOONG OF JYJ, i rant about him a little, no, i mean a lot! lol.
Even your voice,
Even your broad shoulders,
Even your smile
aren't mine anymore.
He is quite popular and known as a kind man. We chatted, like, every day and I don’t know where this relationship going or end.
I’m not sure if this is love, but crap, I can’t think when I see you. I don’t know why but when I look at you, my feet control my whole body and start to walk away. Far from you.
I like you but at the same time, I don’t want to see you, because you can see all the miseries that are written on my face.
You probably didn’t know why I cried in front of you and everyone else; I thought that it’s only a week of seeing you, holding of your hand, smiling and laughing, and maybe, loving you.
THANK GOD!
I'm done with my monologue and i guess it's less shitty than I've thought.
I'm also done with My Poem.
I hit 2 birds in one stone! wooooooooooooh.
well, we'll have ourlong weekend, Wednesday(Afternoon) to Sunday. Another woooooooh for that.
for today: I'm not feeling well. i don't know why. /shrugs/.
I'm depressed and yea, someone text me that i shouldn't text them anymore without specific reasons and yes, the one who text me that is the one I'm in love with.
There is no relationship and no words of love spoken throughout the night. But it hurts. It's just frustrating and confusing, I hate this feeling.
I hate myself, for feeling this way, for falling in love with someone who loves someone.
I don't know what to do and I can't help but to cry.
Why are you doing this to me? Why?
PROCRASTINATING ...AGAIN.
I have a lot of things to do and and and i don't know where or when or how to start.
This is the list of BULLSH** things to do.
Speech (Monologue) - December 6, 2011. (tuesday)
English (Poem) - December 7, 2011. (wednesday)
Math (Questionnaire) - December 5, 2011 (monday)
Values (Advent Wreath) - Dunnowhenisthesubmission.
Filipino (Dula) - December 7, 2011 (wednesday)
Computer (Web page) - December 6, 2011 (tuesday)
T.L.E (Shower stall) - Dunno.
Science (Leaves) - December 5, 2011 (monday)
The other subjects didn't give us our projects, yet, oh god, they have to forget about that.
Y IZ DIZ HAPPENIN' ON MY LYYYF??? WAE??
AND GOD, A 4TH YEAR STUDENT WILL BE THE ONE WHO'LL GRADE US, YES, INCLUDING ME.
I WANNA DIIIIIE. DIIIIIE., DIIIIIIIIE.
/laslas.
Let's just say... I LOVE OLDYMEN. No, not that old you were thinking, i know, you thought, are men that are like 40 or whatever, no, not that, that's pretty disgusting, i mean, really.
When i say older men, they're like 24 or 18 or 20, okay?
Well, i have a crush on my teacher (he isn't my teacher, but he's not complaining, so.) who's like, 7 years older than me... i don't really care if he's older than me or something but he's just so cute.
He's not that type of teacher, that if you see him in the corridor, your panties are going off, maybe he is... whatever.
He's kind of cool too, he talks like any people should talk and chats with his students and not-so-students.
he talks about cool stuffs.
sadly, he have a girlfriend
and also my schoolmates have a crush on him so... that's just so saaaaaad ;(
oh well...
Hello, and yes, I'm drunk.
I took 3 shots of soju with a mix of beer. I'm in heaven!
So, I just want to say Hi. :)
I kinda think i should post some voice record of mine.
I'll post some later
Thanks for reading folks!
-Yumi-chan!
She came home after work at nearly 10 pm, and said "Nami, I have new make-ups, wanna try?"
Of course, I'm bored. so i agreed with her. She made me look like a chinese-japanese-i-don't-even-know.
OMGeez. I'm searching and searching and searching and look what I've got.
KIM JAEJOONG with BLACK HAIR for his new upcoming drama "Protect the Boss".
He really is Jack the ripper, he didn't actually sprout my women genitalia but he did throw a bomb at my ovaries and wait for it to explode.
"KIM JAEJOONG, I"M WILLING TO BE YOUR ASSISTANT BUT PLEASE DO PULL THE STRAP OF MY PANTIES."
"WHY ARE YOU SO HOT????"
"WHHYYYYY??? TT______TT
Even your broad shoulders,
Even your smile
aren't mine anymore.
Yayy. Update.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012 ( 6:46 AM )
It’s been months since I last updated my blog. The reason is, well, studies, practices, studies, test, oh-god-why-am-i-the-secretary papers.
I joined one of the school’s activities, and yea, it involves singing.
Hectic Schedules plus Exams plus Practice equals Totally Worth It <3
No regrets and all, definitely because I made new friends. Unfortunately, most of them are graduating students which also means, I’ll never get to see them next year, that’s just so sad.
So yea, I finally moved on and currently in love slash has crush slash i-don’t-know-what-I’m-feeling.
The situation also made me realized that... All of my crushes are graduating students. And yea, that’s just so sad. Lol.
He is quite popular and known as a kind man. We chatted, like, every day and I don’t know where this relationship going or end.
I’m not sure if this is love, but crap, I can’t think when I see you. I don’t know why but when I look at you, my feet control my whole body and start to walk away. Far from you.
I like you but at the same time, I don’t want to see you, because you can see all the miseries that are written on my face.
You probably didn’t know why I cried in front of you and everyone else; I thought that it’s only a week of seeing you, holding of your hand, smiling and laughing, and maybe, loving you.
Oh god, I’m such a drama actress.
Oh nuttela, just come here and love me. now. please.
Labels: #depressed mode, #rants, #weekdays
relief and sighs.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 ( 1:15 AM )
THANK GOD!
I'm done with my monologue and i guess it's less shitty than I've thought.
I'm also done with My Poem.
I hit 2 birds in one stone! wooooooooooooh.
well, we'll have our
for today: I'm not feeling well. i don't know why. /shrugs/.
I'm depressed and yea, someone text me that i shouldn't text them anymore without specific reasons and yes, the one who text me that is the one I'm in love with.
There is no relationship and no words of love spoken throughout the night. But it hurts. It's just frustrating and confusing, I hate this feeling.
I hate myself, for feeling this way, for falling in love with someone who loves someone.
I don't know what to do and I can't help but to cry.
Why are you doing this to me? Why?
Labels: #broke, #depressed mode, #rants, #weekdays
procrastinating.
Friday, December 2, 2011 ( 12:12 AM )
PROCRASTINATING ...AGAIN.
I have a lot of things to do and and and i don't know where or when or how to start.
This is the list of BULLSH** things to do.
Speech (Monologue) - December 6, 2011. (tuesday)
English (Poem) - December 7, 2011. (wednesday)
Math (Questionnaire) - December 5, 2011 (monday)
Values (Advent Wreath) - Dunnowhenisthesubmission.
Filipino (Dula) - December 7, 2011 (wednesday)
Computer (Web page) - December 6, 2011 (tuesday)
T.L.E (Shower stall) - Dunno.
Science (Leaves) - December 5, 2011 (monday)
The other subjects didn't give us our projects, yet, oh god, they have to forget about that.
Y IZ DIZ HAPPENIN' ON MY LYYYF??? WAE??
AND GOD, A 4TH YEAR STUDENT WILL BE THE ONE WHO'LL GRADE US, YES, INCLUDING ME.
I WANNA DIIIIIE. DIIIIIE., DIIIIIIIIE.
/laslas.
Labels: #lol, #rants, #weekdays
TEACHER, ILYKYU
Saturday, August 27, 2011 ( 9:07 PM )
Let's just say... I LOVE OLDYMEN. No, not that old you were thinking, i know, you thought, are men that are like 40 or whatever, no, not that, that's pretty disgusting, i mean, really.
When i say older men, they're like 24 or 18 or 20, okay?
Well, i have a crush on my teacher (he isn't my teacher, but he's not complaining, so.) who's like, 7 years older than me... i don't really care if he's older than me or something but he's just so cute.
He's not that type of teacher, that if you see him in the corridor, your panties are going off, maybe he is... whatever.
He's kind of cool too, he talks like any people should talk and chats with his students and not-so-students.
he talks about cool stuffs.
sadly, he have a girlfriend
and also my schoolmates have a crush on him so... that's just so saaaaaad ;(
oh well...
I'm drunk, Bitches! 'sup?
Saturday, July 2, 2011 ( 5:10 AM )
Hello, and yes, I'm drunk.
I took 3 shots of soju with a mix of beer. I'm in heaven!
So, I just want to say Hi. :)
I kinda think i should post some voice record of mine.
I'll post some later
Thanks for reading folks!
-Yumi-chan!
Last post of the day : I've been make-up by Ms. Grace-my-aunt-who's-bored.
Friday, July 1, 2011 ( 7:36 AM )
She came home after work at nearly 10 pm, and said "Nami, I have new make-ups, wanna try?"
Of course, I'm bored. so i agreed with her. She made me look like a chinese-japanese-i-don't-even-know.
Labels: #goodnight, #rants, #weekdays
Dear Kim jaejoong, be my boss.
( 5:17 AM )
OMGeez. I'm searching and searching and searching and look what I've got.
KIM JAEJOONG with BLACK HAIR for his new upcoming drama "Protect the Boss".
He really is Jack the ripper, he didn't actually sprout my women genitalia but he did throw a bomb at my ovaries and wait for it to explode.
"KIM JAEJOONG, I"M WILLING TO BE YOUR ASSISTANT BUT PLEASE DO PULL THE STRAP OF MY PANTIES."
"WHY ARE YOU SO HOT????"
"WHHYYYYY??? TT______TT
Labels: #fangirling, #jaejoong-my-love, #weekdays
Grandpa's House :D
( 4:38 AM )
I'm here at my Grandpa's house where in there is only one rule: THERE'S NO RULES BABY! lol. I go here when I'm depressed or when I'm bored. I can do anything here, as in ANYTHING. And my Grandpa isn't like 'strict or whatever', He is actually cool, and smart. Everytime we eat our lunch, he'll tell facts that sometimes i don't even know what he's talking about. And her daughter (my aunt) Grace also lives here, she's my bestfriend and she also tell me things i should learn.
I'm kinda in a depressed mode. I'm watching MYX then suddenly TVXQ's song Doushite appeared right before my eyes. First, i was fangirling and yelling and howling and screaming and ....whatever. Then suddenly, i realized, They just broke up a year ago. And then sadness approached me and i also realized that the first time i saw TVXQ is when the lawsuit spread. I didn't even .../cries...
Well, I'll always keep the faith and that's that.
Goodnight.
-Yumi-chan!
Labels: #depressed mode, #weekdays
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I can still feel the distance between us.
Talk to me, if you want.
say what you want to say, i won't mind.
As long as i don't destroy your future
I can't satisfy my wishes.
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